Don't worry, I won't tell anybody; you're secret's safe with me. There were others all around listening and already knew about what had gone on in the tree-house months before with my own cousin. I did not think much more of it. And can I trust others with my secrets? However, one day, I was happily in my treehouse, wanking off over a fantasy of one of my hot friends. His angular jaws were clenched together as he reached up and climbed up into the tree house. The questions for me now are, Will I boldly step in to the power of the body God gave me without fear or shame? I had had sex with my cousin. I had really been thankful to go to a new school with someone that I knew. Can I embrace with kindness and honor what it means to be naked? I wanted to disappear. I continued to suck as he moaned, groaned, gasped. We sang: Pumping my hard cock, I was suddenly aware of someone outside the tree. I sat there in the back seat, feeling convicted. One day in the fall I was playing on the playground at recess. It was never spoken of again.